Tava procurando o meu contrato de estágio do Itaú que estava sumido. Preciso dele pra poder entregar o relatório de estágio.

Aí acabei encontrando outras coisas... além do contrato, claro.

Encontrei alguns textos mais antiguinhos que escrevi.

Alguns piegas, outros bonitinhos.

Vou colocar aqui.

Vai que vai! ^^-b

I'll keep you close forever

I'll hold your hand whenever

You want to cry. 

I'll ever make you smile (or try)

And if you push me away 

I'll be there by your side

And I'll be yours forever

And you'll be mine whenever

You need me by your side

And I'll hold on to you

Even if you push me away

I'll keep my eyes on you

Until we are both awake

I'll keep you close forever

And forever you'll be mine

And I'll be yours forever

Until you sadly say goodbye.

É isso. ^^-b

=******

I was thinking about something to write here. I accidentally came to the amazing conclusion that I actually write way MUCH better when I don't think at all.

That means I'll write anything and everything that comes to my mind. Well, I'll select the ideas that I'll put in here. But they will be flowing inside my head.

Well, I have this odd exercise in which I have to think about how people see the way I present myself. Did anyone ever try to do that. It's almost impossible. First you have to ask yourself how do you present your image to the others. And, to do that, you have to first think about who you are.

Anyway... I don't think people actually see me how I like to describe myself: Just like the poets. Just a kid who didn't make it.

Thinking of it, I don't believe anyone see me like that.

I simply don't like anything I wrote in here. But I'm just too lazy to erase it all. And this wouldn't be fair to my initial idea of putting all my random thoughts in here.

Well, time is my enemy. But also my friend. I'm just about to finish my T.G.I (TCC). It's due may 27. That means it's almost time to grow up. Gonna graduate and look for a whole new world. Full of empty things, as I have no idea what to search for after university is over.

Anyway, guess I'll have to wait and see things for myself just as soon as they happen. I can also make my way to shorten the time things take to happen. That's pretty much what I'll doo. Still, as I have no clue of what is up for me, guess everything will happen exactly when they are supposed to happen. No sooner, no later. I guess the only reasonable point I can take from all of this is: things will happen if I go for them. It's going to take its natural time to happen, but they only happen if I go for them. 

Everything happens for reason. Even though you might be the creator of the reasons and the central point of the consequences. As long as the starting ling. Am I making myself clear enough to make you all confused to the point no one understands a shit of what I'm saying?! Because that's exactly what is happening to me right now. 

Anyway, that's more than enough for today.I might show up with more random and non understandable thoughts sooner than you, my imaginary reader, expect. And starting from the idea that only imaginary readers show up in here (apart from 2 or 3 real ones), I may consider myself famous and a successful writer, as everything I wrote (and write) is read for millions and millions of (imaginary) people.

Have a great night.

I'll enjoy my insomnia! =)

Phoenix

Hmmm... vi hoje no blog da mary que faz 2 meses que não posto aqui no blog.

Aí resolvi mudar isso e zerar esse contador.

Fato: há tempos não escrevo nada de novo.

Há tempos não acontece nada de novo pra eu relatar aqui.

Anyway, ta perdendo o propósito, mas vam que vam.

É poca de TGI, tá tudo um verdadeiro caos e em 17 dias eu tenho que entregá-lo. O.o

MAS, vai dar tudo certo, tenho certeza disso. ^^-b

Hoje tive entrevista na ticket, que é do grupo Accor. 

não to com saco rpa escrever como foi.

E ontem fui ao teatro com a Mari. Fomos ver "Eu tenho a última temporada". Bem legal, dá pra dar boas gargalhadas (essa foi em homenagem à minha Tia Avó que ontem completou 81 anos).

Well, just like a phoenix, I came back from the ashes. Here I am, ready to rock.

You know, I believe Love works just like this. Like a Phoenix. Sometimes it seems to be dead, but all It needs are ashes. If you have hope It's going to rebirth, It will. Life is hard. Sometimes it puts you on really difficult situations. It takes all you have, and all your strength and all your good. But you have to face it. You have to believe, you MUST have faith. And I'm not being religious. You must have faith in life and that all you have inside you that's good is SO much better then the bad things that may come.

Sometimes you lose money. That you can work and make a lot more.

Sometimes you lose someone. Well, if this special one is dead, you can always have memories and bring this person close to your heart. If this special person is alive, but not longer with you, you can always try to bring this person back. Or you can just let it go. Maybe this person wasn't THAT special. Just don't let your pride destroy what you build, mainly if all that was built are beautiful things.

Sometimes you fail school. Go to your books, study more and take that as a learned lesson.

All the problems we may find in life are exactly the size we let it be. The problem is going to be bigger if we make it big. And it's going to be smaller if we believe it is small.

And our problems can be even easier if we are NOT afraid of counting on those who Love us. Again, don't ever let proud complicate life. Proud has nothing to do with self esteem nor loving yourself. 

And I know nobody reads this but... I'm not writing this to anyone but me. That's one of the reasons I'm writing in english. I'm writing this because I want to believe in all these things that I already know.

Well, that's it for today. Maybe I'll post again sooner than  I expect. =)

PS: Garu S2 Pucca. Today and tomorrow and forever and always and ever. Don't you ever forget this.