quinta-feira, 14 de maio de 2009

I was thinking about something to write here. I accidentally came to the amazing conclusion that I actually write way MUCH better when I don't think at all.
That means I'll write anything and everything that comes to my mind. Well, I'll select the ideas that I'll put in here. But they will be flowing inside my head.

Well, I have this odd exercise in which I have to think about how people see the way I present myself. Did anyone ever try to do that. It's almost impossible. First you have to ask yourself how do you present your image to the others. And, to do that, you have to first think about who you are.

Anyway... I don't think people actually see me how I like to describe myself: Just like the poets. Just a kid who didn't make it.

Thinking of it, I don't believe anyone see me like that.

I simply don't like anything I wrote in here. But I'm just too lazy to erase it all. And this wouldn't be fair to my initial idea of putting all my random thoughts in here.

Well, time is my enemy. But also my friend. I'm just about to finish my T.G.I (TCC). It's due may 27. That means it's almost time to grow up. Gonna graduate and look for a whole new world. Full of empty things, as I have no idea what to search for after university is over.
Anyway, guess I'll have to wait and see things for myself just as soon as they happen. I can also make my way to shorten the time things take to happen. That's pretty much what I'll doo. Still, as I have no clue of what is up for me, guess everything will happen exactly when they are supposed to happen. No sooner, no later. I guess the only reasonable point I can take from all of this is: things will happen if I go for them. It's going to take its natural time to happen, but they only happen if I go for them. 
Everything happens for reason. Even though you might be the creator of the reasons and the central point of the consequences. As long as the starting ling. Am I making myself clear enough to make you all confused to the point no one understands a shit of what I'm saying?! Because that's exactly what is happening to me right now. 

Anyway, that's more than enough for today.I might show up with more random and non understandable thoughts sooner than you, my imaginary reader, expect. And starting from the idea that only imaginary readers show up in here (apart from 2 or 3 real ones), I may consider myself famous and a successful writer, as everything I wrote (and write) is read for millions and millions of (imaginary) people.

Have a great night.

I'll enjoy my insomnia! =)


Um comentário:

.mari. disse...

I am NOT an imaginary reader.
I'm pretty real, you know?
Just as it is my love for you
^^
nhaaaaaiiii